Corporate Polity

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His Inter Course

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Program Talk

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Drop You Off

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Ten Flags

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Victim of Society

Image result for abuse quotesVictim Traumatisation

The term revictimisation refers to a pattern wherein the victim of abuse and/or crime is victimized again, either shortly after or much later in adulthood in the case of abuse as a child. Revictimisation in the short term is often the result of risk factors that were already present, which were not changed or mitigated after the first victimisation. Sometimes the victim cannot control these factors. Examples of these risk factors include living or working in a toxic environment (abusers at home or in the work place), having an aggressive temperament, drug or alcohol use, and so on.

In the case of child abuse, it teaches inappropriate beliefs and behaviors that persist into adulthood. The victim believes that abusive behavior is “normal” and comes to expect it from others, and thus may accept abusive partners or cling to abusive relationships. Read the full post »

A Void Dance 02

pulse_line_kick_beat_lightMust be my birthday. I got a toxic gift that keeps on giving. These guys have still not forgotten about me. It is beyond passing knowledge. The last time I stood close, I could clearly hear my name being called out. I heard a woman’s voice, but saw no one to claim it. It did not occur to me to look up. What could I have seen in the noise and smoke? The futility of hiding behind questions. It did not occur to me to look up.

It was eerie. Not the usual butcher job on my name. Straight out. As I turned back and forth to scan the crowd to see where the sound was coming from, I felt like someone was Read the full post »

A Void Dance

two-dogsAll the signs are there to connect the dots and solve this rebus. There is no such thing as coincidence? Yet, their coinciding dance shows they aimed to have things happen stance as they did. All set? Action. It meant nothing but yet another bouquet of harassment to me. How was I to know that the guy I ditched was connected to that club… and quite a lot else.

What do you get when you combine police, a square, and a club? Him. (Or a surveillance camera watched by him, but that was not clear at the time.) Did I not walk away because I got tired of him? Not to mention that I had been forced Read the full post »

Dude from the Club

CounterattackShame cropped up afterwards. But, at the time, I was so preoccupied with getting away, that I resorted to violence. Nice example setting. It is no use blaming him. I hit him. He jumped up and apologized. Sort of. The point is that I did not. I need to stop that aggressive act. I could have just stopped and groaned about him blocking my way. Like I did yesterday, when that girl saw me come up behind her and she still blocked the way. I did not hit her. So, I know full well to put a lid on it.

The guy was not out when I went by to apologize, so I had to carry the apology back home. I need to make amends without engaging with any of them. How difficult! How can people believe that half amends work? It goes for him as well. He was quick to apologize, Read the full post »

Tilted Mind

Image result for dog tilted headI was determined to ignore the club and the guys working there. I had already forgotten why, but after I hit this guy in front of that club – and had a good talk with myself to not repeat that behavior again – it came to me. I first thought one of them had looked me up and down a year before. But, I now had a clear memory of how he had tilted his head to look underneath my dress. There was nothing to see because I had leggings on. Still, I found it disgusting for a grown [@$$] man to do that.

No, I was not mistaken. I had sun glasses on, so he was not trying to look into my eyes. He was tilting his head to look underneath my dress. He was behaving inappropriately out in public. That is why I came to ignore him and his crew. I judged them as nasty, and I did not even want to look at them. Read the full post »

Psychos on my Path

Not Your DayIt is annoying. There I was writing on psychopaths that have trespassed into my life, and trying to make sense of attack behaviors and response behaviors. But then I picked up Puzzling People by Thomas Sheridan, to read about what took me years to figure out for myself. I am only at page 16, but I am so annoyed that I cannot read any further. I have to write on my annoyance first.

1. I am annoyed with Sheridan.
How can I be annoyed with Sheridan? I agree with most of what I have read so far. I actually learned something that I had not thought up yet. On page 4 it says: “There is no part-time Read the full post »